Life as I know it now! (Never did I think it would turn out like this)

Well we are together again but it is all together different.  He has a friend that is (female) in Mexico that he talks to about once a week and text messages everyday all day.  Isn't that wonderful. The man I love and still love has disappointed me and I have almost lost faith in all men..........  My faith keeps me going and I'm still praying for my husband to be happy.  He said that I cannot help him and that he loves me and wants to be with me?????  I say, actions do not indicate this.