Showing posts with label The love of my life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label The love of my life. Show all posts

Monday, November 16, 2009

Very Sad Day Today


I'm so sad today, probably because two weeks ago the lawyer says we are at the end of the road and the US Consulate will not look at any additional evidence, or change anything about the decision regarding the 10 year bar my husband received.:( :(  So Sad the man I love with all of my being is not able to live with me in our home.  This makes me very sad.  I miss him so much and want to fix it and I can't.  I don't think I can move to Mexico because I wouldn't be able to get a FM3 without a income for the last 3 months.  My husband can't even get a job in the area he lives.  So what to do???? I wish I had the answer. Did you ever notice how hard it is to carry on a relationship without being in the same country?  I'm complaining and my poor hubby is the one that got everything taken from him.  He is such a sweet man with a heart of gold, everyone he meets loves him. He is a child magnet all the kids love him.  My niece who is 10 yrs old wrote a paper in class about her uncle and how she misses him.  She made her teacher cry.  Is that sweet or what!  My nieces are twins and they love their uncle Juan so much.  It makes me so sad that they have not seen him in almost 2 years.  Juan is such a gentle soul and I love him so much I love his sweet heart! I miss his sweet heart!  I miss the gentleness that he shows me and the kindness he shows me!

  Very Sad Day part II

My friend is going through a huge trial with her husband.  He has been unfaithful to her yet again!  How sad!  She told me today that she would like to crawl under a rock and not come out for 20 years.  This breaks my heart!  I hope that things will get better as time wounds all heals or wait it is time heals all wounds!  You know what I mean.  I haven't been able to even look at him or speak to him because of what he did to his wife.  He moved out 2 weeks ago after the truth came out about his escapades.