How is it that a relationship can go from everything wonderful to everything unanswered.  I don't understand how someone can change because of not being content with other things in life.  Can it effect how someone loves you??  If I had to look out for my own back.  Worry about future plans such as a secure job, would that change the way I loved someone?  Would pain from things gone wrong and disappointment change the way you care for and show love to someone?  I too have experienced pain, disappointment, been discouraged, not known where my next paycheck will come from........however, I still love others with the same love and gentleness as before.  When I love someone my love is consistent.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

New International Version (NIV)

 ⁴ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 

So I am trying to make sense of my marriage...............Lord I'm praying for wisdom and strength from you, please guide my footsteps, my words, my actions so to glorify you!