Juan getting up in our attic, isn't he the cutest!
Here I am again feeling sad. I miss living life with my husband. I've been thinking of the holidays and not spending them with the one man I love with all my heart. He is the only sweet loving man I know. Isn't that sad. I miss him so much I can't even begin to write it all out on paper how I feel and the empty feeling I have since he has been gone. I miss so much his love for the turkey dinner at Thanksgiving and the Christmas tree at Christmas time. We used to sit in the living room with all the lights out in the house and just have the tree lights on and it was so cozy and lovely. My sister called and wants me to book reservations to come for Christmas to spend the holiday with her and her family. My Mom and I will probably be going on the train. I don't know if I am happy about that. I am worried about the family disfunction that always seems to rear it's head. I sometimes wish I could go into a cave with my husband somewhere. Anyway just needed to vent.
Juan getting up in our attic, isn't he the cutest!
HI girl, I feel you thanks for finding my blog. We need to stick together, I have spent so many holidays and time away from my husband as well. I am moving back to Mexico in the fall like sept-oct. Thank you to god that my husband is from one of the best places in Mexico, I feel like with the best quality of life, sometimes I really forget that I am in Mexico. I have everything that I need here. But hang in there and if you need anyone to talk to, we will have to exchange numbers, it is nice to talk to a friend that knows what you are going through. Right now I am in Mexico but I will be back on the 6th till the 25th. I am just coming down here often and then back and forth for the next like 9 months. So we do what we can. You will make it through this, dont give up!!! Do email me and tell me your story, or we can chat on the phone. I suggest that you get a vonage number and send him the box, we did that and now I have a free US number in Mexico to call free for 30.00 a month, total. We talk like 1 hour a night. We like to go through our day together. But keep in touch and so glad to meet you.
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