Sunday, November 22, 2009

Pain again and again and then Christmas.....

Just talked to my hubs and I just cried my eyes out. The pain in so deep......I am writing this in hopes that it will help me through it all.  I just told him of my plans to go to California on the train with my Mom . My sister is paying for the tickets.  I feel as if I am letting him down.  I will not be able to go to Mexico for Christmas............I am sad, but I don't want to stay home either.  Then on the flip side I feel as if I'm avoiding the (job/employment) thing just a little bit longer.  Because now I will be going to my sister's home on the 16th and returning on the 31st.  So now no job until January, my favorite month NOT!  I want to move to Mexico to live with my husband maybe I will call on Monday to find out about  a job in Cabo.  I met someone at the timeshare resort I own and he worked there for a couple of years and said he might be able to give me some tips. 

3 comments:

  1. Go for it, especially if you can get a job. Sounds like it might be easier to get the job in Cabo. And then you will have the motivation to actually work. What ever you do just keep hanging on. Its such a confusing and depressing place that you are in. The only thing that helped me through those times was to remember that God is truely good and has good things for his people. And now I am living proof of it.

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  2. Hope your lead in Cabo pans out. In the meantime, I'll be praying for your situation and hope you will be reunited with your husband soon.

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  3. Hang in there! It is rough times - but you will make it through. It's just going to be hard for a while first. But you can do it! Definitely follow the job lead - you never know where that might lead.

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